finally all projects are down and submitted. i can only hope for pass now. hais
net fund, telsis, and math main exam coming le.. sian
hope it is gonna be easy. i failed so many netfund quiz,
it not i don know how to do, but i don know why
i just fail badly. no more a for emaths2, no more A for netfund,
i can only drill myself hard in telsis hoping for an A there.
if not my gpa will suffer max.
i find tat i having insomia, if not then is slp a lot.. life sucks
i bake muffins/cupcakes today. the weird thing is it didnt black out even once today..
but it seems like it takes forever to cook as i go lower than the temp of wat is suppose to be heated at
the oven is spoiled, the heating coil won turn red.
so gonna get a new oven at the end of the month.
baked those is because of her, i dk why but i am confuse
i treat her as a sis only but ya loves intention sparkle at times.
she is sick, i guess it is because of a heavy heart and work load plus stress to handle
thus weakening her already weak body and hence she fall sick.
idk why i will really go make water for her, i have never made anything for anyone
she is the one where i make over again, it is more than the first time..
maybe it is she giving me the confidence in doing all of those silly things
however she won be having the drink tat i made for the very first time i make drink
but nvm, guess she doesnt like milk after all..
i may be harsh on words but i don mean bad.
i really do care for her although i am hard on my words.
i know she is facing with problems from her bf and even her "parents" and work problems
i cant do anything too or take over her life and help her do it.. i am useless guy
i just hope she will be happy and content with wat i did for her.
but i don think she will understand or appreciate it.
it don really matter though.. from here i wish her luck and happiness.. silly girl hais
*words of advice, take things easy and face it calmly even at the most shittiest moment u have even been.
hopefully she don reads this. :'(
You're all I ever wanted...
