all u see from we was just ur thinking of me ur perspective do anyone really know how i am thinking or feel? being love and try to love is a total diff thing/ trying to love and liking is another pair of diff thing it was so confusing!!
do u know how painful or how much hurt i have been through?
if don know a single thing then i hope could just get away from me and my life!!
if u really really care will u just simply 距我于千里之外？？ don just act as if i didnt say anything mean tat my final decision and don put words in my mouth!! i hated tat all!! don just think i keep emoing and stuff as u all don even know how i feel deep down.. don even tink of knowing too!! my life i wan do wat i do not happy get off!! i don owe u anything!
hurt is being accumulated every single day of my life anyone know how mush i have been bearing with it? anyways those who don really have the heart pls just ignore me!! i don need people to pity me. i don need ur sympathy seriously it will be better just to keep tat mouth of ur shut!
i am not to pinpoint anyone but i just feel like releasing them out in words so if it is too harsh then i am sry! i tried to not use any vulgar too!!
i hate a lot of thing and stuff and i don really like to bear with it! if i really gone crazy i am sry!! as my emotional doesnt really match with my heart soon!! they gonna crash and explode anytime!
i don joke so plus do not laugh! it is serious and no jokes! u would not like to mess with me when i change my attitude mind u!!
don ever try too and don try it now u may be the lucky one!
anyways let talk abt the past few days! movies watch a few shows happy go lucky funny but a bit lame and stupid. being human watched 2 times the 2nd time i find it much funnier don know why but i hate the ending overall lame kaiji a very simple storyline plus simple gambling tactic but act out in a serious way was quite ok alice in wonderland not bad average unreal and it is a bit stupid and lame too..
outing to steamboat had a sad day no one even notice as i try to hide!! but someone do omment a bit! not wanting to elaborate on anything too! just hiding from it! still average and gotten lots of ss sadded!! tat all lazy to explain de whole trip
outing go bugis and cine to catch kaiji and shop and hang out plus a bit shopping
ate ice cream eat kfc catch a tigger in arcade played arcade at illuma and cine and ... lazy too
today my second time watching being human
was better then the first lsughed more the indian wife die and sorry sorry and some other parts tat is really hilarious arcade ajisen and waste money and owe money
yesterday was intending to go bx birthday party but no one wan pei me go so end up not going but went to fly kite instead!! it was such a "success" and i was place into a very diff spot by someone!! not to mention i just answer oh and some ok nia!! lose my face sia!!
we read the instruction on how to tie a kite and was quite sometime when there is a question popped up which stated"which step are we at now" i replied 2 and have a hard time there laughing and lose face lah
facebook my face all gone!! all thanks to someone and another someone!! now pictures of me are all around fb ahh shagged!! ty man for making me so popular where i wan to stay low profile!! was so shocked by this 2 people it was really face losing man :( hais not to mention liao shag!!
finally tomorrow need to go soft launch and at an earlier time then others for being de mrt rep. sian and it is going to be a boring day ahead i guess hais!! hope for the better bah!!
ahh shag ahh!! so so de tired of almost everything
ok tat it bah i will end here i am too tired le cant really carry on with wat i wanted to post as i forgat a huge part already!! this may be somehow one of the last post till one month later bah i guess!! not really posting or wat le! it kills a lot of my brain cell trying to recall the past and the hurt and pain so bye bah till next time!!
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