Jonathan

2010-12-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

i wanna know this

i wanna know that

but knowing just hurts me

so i chose not to know

anyways i wan to know am i really tat bad??

2010-11-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

为什么你要伤害一个爱你的人

放开你的手心在颤抖
你太多理由拒绝我温柔
怕我伤得还不够
你一再刺痛我的伤口

痛无法挽留爱已远走
你不肯罢手非要将爱伤透
哭到我的心碎以后
还在努力拼凑完美开头

为什么你要伤害一个爱你的人
你是不是已上瘾蹂躏我自尊
明知我爱你爱得最深
你却一次次害我沉沦

为什么你要伤害一个爱你的人
你是不是已习惯践踏我灵魂
明知我疼你未留余温
难道我是世上最笨的男人

得到你的人却得不到你的心

你迷人的眼神俘虏了我的心
我想没有什么东西比这更致命
我努力想结束这段迷失的感情
可我发现没有勇气和你说再见

难到注定爱上你最后伤的是自己
难道注定这一切将是回忆
你的心不属于我为何和我在一起
是不是因为寂寞和空虚

如果我得到你的人却得不到你的心
就算得到全世界也不开心
我想问一问你能否爱我一次
遗憾我并不是你唯一

如果我失去这一切能换来你的真心
就算失去全世界也不伤心
我以为人一起心就会在一起
可怜我还一直为你钟情

你迷人的眼神俘虏了我的心
我想没有什么东西比这更致命
我努力想结束这段迷失的感情
可我发现没有勇气和你说再见

难到注定爱上你最后伤的是自己
难道注定这一切将是回忆
你的心不属于我为何和我在一起
是不是因为寂寞和空虚

如果我得到你的人却得不到你的心
就算得到全世界也不开心
我想问一问你能否爱我一次
遗憾我并不是你唯一

如果我失去这一切能换来你的真心
就算失去全世界也不伤心
我以为人一起心就会在一起
可怜我还一直为你钟情

如果我得到你的人却得不到你的心
就算得到全世界也不开心
我想问一问你能否爱我一次
遗憾我并不是你唯一

如果我失去这一切能换来你的真心
就算失去全世界也不伤心
我以为人一起心就会在一起
可怜我还一直为你钟情
我以为人一起心就会在一起
可怜我还一直为你钟情

haha it was a nice song so do enjoy :)

learnings

2010-10-21T15:28:00.002+08:00

afternoon = i'apres-midi
morning = le martin
good evening = bonsoir
good nite = bonne nuit
nite = nuit
morning = bounjor
welcome = bienvunue
thank you = merci
bye bye = au revoir
i love u = je t'aime
currently i slacking :P opps so only learnt this few hahahaha
very pro le hor haha and need thanks jiejie for teaching :))

2010-10-06T10:57:00.002+08:00

Back to update....
Yesterday very busy....
Very tired....
Busy for the whole day....
That's all...

???

2010-09-23T17:33:00.002+08:00

wat is this feeling tat i am afraid of??
why cant i change?
why do i acted so cowardly?
wat happen to me?
why i am afraid?
wat am i to u?
where do i stand?
how should i approach u?
why rl and cyber world i acted totally diff?
why can i be so hyper yet so shy?
why why why??
someone tell me why pls?

nonsense

2010-09-18T18:06:00.003+08:00

these 2 days i was happy :) i watched 2 movie recently lol
cats and dog ... and my darling is a foreigner
though i slp in one of them for a little not specifically stating which they both had been a great movie :)
it not a must watch but too it was great commendation lol :)
i end off here

2010-09-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

today i lost something tat was invaluable to me ahh!! somemore pls screw me!!!!

bye

currents

2010-09-14T18:34:00.011+08:00

current addict: sticky sweet , liking of fb post and 你不知道的事 (song- lee hom)
current mood: sick , sleepy , tired , lazing-ness , randomness , hurt , lonely and sad

the song lyrics :
蝴蝶擦几次眼睛
再学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星
但几颗会落地
我飞行
但你坠落之际
很靠近
爱听见呼吸
对不起
我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎落满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
还悬在你看不见那高空里
多的事
你不知道的事 x2

did i changed or was it tat we are just drifting apart? am i in the wrong?? it all hurts hated myself and life best is to have someone to kill me and end it off now though it is near impossible lol

end of post!! heehee :) enjoy if u must hate it u can always choose to stop or ignore bye till next time or will there even be a next?? hehe we will see then :))

2010-09-06T16:10:00.002+08:00

haha i am indeed very lazy :) and so ya i come back for a short while to talk nonsense
too lazy le so didnt come in blog haha :)
i have become more and more busier as time goes by getting more and more stupid too
i feel tat i having a more and more serious growing of white hair
and head was getting more and more problem nowadays hated it
life was just pain ah? lol i am indeed really really very very tired do u know tat?
i hate it when i am straightforward and many ppl say i changed and stuff
just becoz i am not straightforward then have fren? wth is this what kind of fren is this classified or consider? even a serious look mean owe beating look to them? seriously lah those who don wanna care just shoo off k? i have my own rites to choose who i wanna talk to be with and stuff u all have no rights to judge or say anything la k? so not happy with me just shoo off and don bother me

2010-08-29T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hello all!

alicia here to help this lazy kor to update his blog.

watch movie with him. Step Up 3 IN 3D.

After movie meet up with fren and they going to buy teacher day present. shop around with them.

end of the day. i'm tired.

Bye

2010-08-24T19:26:00.002+08:00

heehee today 24/8 birthdayover one day le:)
cant forget 23/8 it is so memorable
i had no present from any fren how nice :))
however family mem still have some lah lol
some still forget some don even know
but nvrm it won kill
THANKS YOU ALL FOR WISHING ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY
THANKS YOU
end off here
today paper disatrous think a lot people will fail lol i am surely one of them :)
tomorrow more paper
and i am still unwell how great :))
but i am kinda happy :))
end off here bye

2010-08-12T20:52:00.002+08:00

life have been tough but people still need to go on living!
quite a lot happened
i cried quite a lot of times
i had grown weaker, anyways i am out of here will post on 24 or 25 august again :))
bye all till then :)

2010-07-26T19:52:00.002+08:00

it have been 1 month 10 day since i log on le lol but i will keep everything short to prevent ppl from getting bored in reading it
wat do i do this month u may ask but all i can say is absolutely nth i complete the whole series of death note le maybe tat wat i did :)i did lots of wrong thing for the past month hereby saying sry to all.
i wan watch 2 movie old cow vs tender grass, the socceress apparentice
26 more days to birthday i have great present from school prelim and o level eng oral cool ya!! :)) i wish i receive the person as a gift wrapped up and give me and i will be happy ttm :) on top of tat i wan a lot of stuff but not going to name even 1 down so ya whoever wan give jiu give don wan jiu sua don expect to have many present too :( finally i hope my birthday will be different from last year!! ok bah i end off here bah :)

2010-06-16T20:56:00.002+08:00

hope u can cheer up
i don know why u so sad but it hurst to see u sad
cheer up pls i know i may be part of the cause although i don know where did i did wrong i am not good at words and tat is suckish hate it ttm
i am just being straightforward and everyone like tat treat me nice!! not referring to u though
i just hate myself!!
finally pls cheer up bah mei u are enduring too much all by urself le
let it out bah i will be there for u de
and finally bye

2010-06-16T01:05:00.002+08:00

ok back to post it gonna be short too
lazy like always
and ya these few days was out with mei :) it was fun and i have enjoy even they seen it as i was slpy and boring or stuff like tat
heehee it was fun and mei was always seems to be so hyper with her fren too!! lol
good for them and i have know a new fren which was mei fren haha :) she was a joker like mei haha crack joke lol
funny ppl and hyper de it was fun to be with them
however day end fast and time fly when one is having fun i agrees and it was real fast and it was already 11 plus when i reach home yesterday lol
haha kena saying by parent but it is worth it lah
and ya today i did speak quite a lot le wor haha :))

work was getting tougher and tougher for me have to work hard and with a stupid crew too it is kinda tiring but nvm though haha :) tat all i elaborating on work bah not to spoils my mood further

i actually don wan come de but i still came and ya i will forget abt everything abt her!! and lead a new life hopefully without misery and stuff haha :P

everytime i sees my worksheet or note or textbook i have totally no mood to study at all it was all over the place and in total mess u see the picture u will get wat i mean but i kinda lazy to post it so imagine it bah haha it is very messy haha :)

and finally it was kinda late le and tomorrow meeting ppl at 1030 so i guess i offing com le and stop here le anyways i <3 u mei :) ty for all those u have done
tat it bye bye till next time or will there even be a next time? haha no idea haha :) sees how

2010-05-15T09:53:00.002+08:00

the 100th post
stay happy wor kiko
i may not know de reason for the break up but i still respect it as long as u like it u wan to break up it is fine but promise me to stay happy
it will only hurt me more to see tat u are unhappy
but even so cant we just msg mah? ahh i miss u sia

the rubbish:
LOL:lots of love, lots of letters, laugh out loud
LLL:laugh loud loud
haha: happy and happy always
xD: die smiling
:D: showing teeth laughter
:): a simple smile
:P: bleh
LLM: lame like me
same: similar and means easy
lame: looking at me extra
love: <3 shapes drwaing with feeling
^^v: yeah
now: doing rubbish
ending: exam ended, stop writing
lame things after paper writing

can i ask wat i did wrong tat make u do such a thing?
if u know how hurt i feel u will know but nvm bah i am willing to let go even if i cant as i love u too deeply tat i cant forget u sry but cant we just even be frens?
all i hope now was tat i was thinking too much was still daydreaming
BUT with me as a bf have u ever happy before or was it just boredness and unhappiness? i do with u as my gf. wat ever it is i will continue to wait for it even if it won come true. i will wait for u if not i will just remain single forever i swear with my life. as i love u with my life le and won forget all those u have done for me i sincerely thanks u
and sry for all the troubles tat i caused for u. if u can tell me wat ur problem is i can try to help and i can even die for u

today was actually meant to be only first month but u suggest for break up yesterday at 3.08 i don know wat i have did wrong to have such life and such suffers even after trying hard. i will forever remember u even if i lose u and even if u won even remember me.

ty for everything u done for me. thank you

2010-05-10T15:37:00.002+08:00

the day is gonna come sooner or later
ppl will still find out sooner or later
u can hide but u cant run away from it
it will still come to u anytime!!
till tat day there will be lots of things happening
it may be happy it may be sad
joyful or even unforgetful

don know why or how these few days i am out of my mind
pain and worry tears and scared
this end the day with a shag
in the end it is all crap
but it will still come to an end
it is just here or there
or was it just now and then
this is a poem tat nvr ends
as one must just add on anywhere

hope dat day nvr comes
not wanting it to end
or even wanting it to come to a rest

this may be a lame post bah i don care as it is just a random guess

btw another 4 paper have gone
mt p2 - tough and confusing questions asked
physic - tricky question here and there
geog elective - challenging question
a maths p1 - don know everywhere

yesterday wake up do nth work come back did nth slp

saturday morning wake up go mac eat go out pass ring go back slp

friday wake up gp tp school do paper go home slack

basically boring everyday not having fun or nothing gain

ok tat it for a boring post bye :)

2010-05-06T18:18:00.002+08:00

heehee here for a very short post tat i think of just now after i complete my chem paper lol

mye took 6 paper liao
eng p1- hard
chi p1- hard
chem- very hard
maths p2- extremely hard
eng p2- don understand at all
ss- gone le!!

6 paper gone le!! all so so hard de mid year is already so hard wondering wat will o level be? deadly? ahh die liao X.X

如何谈情?
亲情是什么?
友情又是什么?
爱情到底是什么?
感情又会是什么呢?

动情为什么?
热情做什么?
总之,痴情是白痴
而我~就是那白痴!

heehee this was wat i do after my chemistry paper lol! think of rubbish lol
ok bah i end of here liao bye :)

2010-04-30T08:00:00.002+08:00

ok fine i post wat happen on sunday!
firstly went out to meet fren and waited for kiko to arrive
lent ez link card from fren fren jiu leave liao
then i and kiko when to cs buy tickets
then play a bit at tm arcade
then went for movie
shutter island
after movie went to make ring
kiko was so shy de lol
then after making ring we walk walk abt in tm and t1 play the love punch lol
and a tiger paws fall onto kiko!!
sry kiko
and after tat went to arcade to play basket ball her score for bot is at 30plus
okay some throwing of things and hitting de thing
offer kiko a mallet to play the strength thingy but she doesnt wan to lol
initially wanted to take neoprints but kiko too shy liao so we end up dragging and didnt take heehee
it was a very happy day
finally finish liao cab kiko to fren house and then leave for home :)
tat it :)

on wednesday have chinese paper 1 i write abt the 乐趣 de thing have include kiko too wor heehee :)
i still write something during the last 30 min for kiko gonna pass kiko next time we meet :)

yesterday collected rings it was nicely done pass to kiko soon too :))
told kiko heehee :) and kiko first reaction was so fast lol :))

today carnival day liao hope kiko can come but unfortunately kiko cant :( kiko still have project work to be completed hard on kiko :'( jy wor :))

ok bah end off here liao!! bye :)

2010-04-25T09:42:00.002+08:00

today sunday liao!! :)) going out with kiko!! <3
i now so freaking nervous like a mice like tat sia ahh!!
i saw kiko later i there sure red face de!!
hope i can provide kiko a happy day as i am a boring guy
hais hope kiko won mind heehee :)
ok bah i head off earlier bah bye bye :))
i go off liao bye bye
:) hope not to be so afraid!! and hope i daring enough to say the 3 word f2f
as i am just merely a coward!! :(
heehee i promised kiko not to say sry!! and i keep saying sry!! sry!! :(
heehee and that it for today bah think won be updating later on the trip today!!
and keep it quiet!! :) i hope kiko can come on friday during carnival day from 2.30 to 4.30 at my school!
i teach u how to go :)
mrt to tampines lol then tap out turn left exit through the stairs!! will see cheers sone ericsson sweet talk and old chang kee follow the path downward till the bicycle parking lot will have a traffic light cross it and u will see a big path ahead
turn right and walk straight there will be a traffic light too cross it again
and turn left
it is just downward in tat direction!! :)
tampines sec!! :) hope kiko will come wor :) <3 :)
end off here liao bye bye

2010-04-19T21:03:00.003+08:00

lol this few days cant really slp well (thinking of kiko)
yesterday have a nightmare (more scary then ghost)
make me wake up early in the morning 3 am then cant fall aslp again
then think of kiko!! <3 her till cant love anymore liao later boom!! i die X.X

有了你我的生命全属于你的了彻底的改变了不再是以前的我了谢谢你陈瑜琪
我很幸福能够认识及爱上你你可说是我的所有

u changed me from a person who don believe in love and emo all the time de person to a hyper person le ty!!

friday hope can join u for cross country!! i wanna cross de country with u kiko!!

saturday will be sad as i cant get to meet up with u!!

sunday <3 it will be meeting kiko!! whoever wan meet me this sunday i will reject straight

gonna pass kiko something on sunday hopefully can see kiko on friday too so can pass to her earlier!! heehee
i wanna see how kiko react after receiving the letter :) pleased happy sad or angry or even touch
and in exchange i will also be receiving something from kiko too!!
and exchanging of sweets!! <3 will be taking a proper neoprint too!! <3
we have known each other for quite some time le and the first outing de neoprint i won toss it away de as all are parts of our memories!! :)
gonna be so so happy tat day i may even cry as i am sure gonna be touched by kiko de for sure!!

if there is a strong bond within me and kiko nth will tear us apart.. and i have confident and trust and faith in kiko!! kiko!! i hope to stay with kiko forever till de day i dies!! i don care if it ruined my studies i just wan to be with kiko forever.. as if i don even have a life tat i wan i work so hard on studying also no use therefore i would rather give up studies or anything else to get the life i wan which is be with kiko..

this is for zAzA de as i don know who u are a coward like u don really exist in my life if u are a fren of mine and u use fake name i don have such fren!! won wan to be wasting my energy on such a person like u!!

finally!! all i wan to say is hope we have a fun time together!! and not ending just yet
kiko i <3 u love u!! and i wanna be with u forever even if there are many obstacles tat obstruct me!! i will try to overcome it de for u!!
this post is solely for u de actually but there is something i need to say to the coward!! so sry abt tat!! anyways ty so so much for everything u give me i thanks u!! :) kiko!!

posted by monster jon for alien kiko!! <3

2010-04-17T10:10:00.004+08:00

heehee actually don wan update blog de lol
but alien kiko asked me too so i update :))
heehee

let me think wat i can say!!
ya i am gonna be very hyper these few days
as i in a relationship with alien kiko le :))
haha!! damn happy de
tttm!! heehee

yesterday i went for sports day and blah blah blah
lots of things happened gonna skip it all
and finally to the prize presentation heehee
our hse gotten the over champ heehee
tat the only thing i wan to say bah as i forget others hse le
but ruby gotten a lot of award lol haha

and very happy yesterday!! i keep laughing when i chat with alien kiko
then i don care the other party when i on webcam sry!!
too happy liao! but u should too cheer up let it be over and gone with not worth being angry abt :)

talk to kiko can make me hyper and happy de :) love it ttm :)) love her ttm too haha :)) sry abt all this mushy stuff
i am so not like me which is always sad sad de :P
heehee :)) i so happy haha

finally i cant really slp sia though very tired!! i flip here and there in bed!!
thinking of kiko heehee :D
haha but eyes is close de when thinking with big smile on my face too haha
it brightens my day ty kiko ttm :)

and today liao haha a day pass fast even without noticing it haha
heehee not doing much too just go edit something and help in something and do something and many something till now do this haha :)

heehee as promised to RIKIKO or kiko or alien kiko!! i updated liao :)) heehee hope u read le don chua tio lol <3 haha!! :)

2010-04-16T16:06:00.003+08:00

1)Do you think you are cute?
no!! not at all i think i very ugly ( derh opp )

2)Does a lot of people say you are cute?
maybe? no sure haha but ppl think i funny whereby i am not haha ( derh opp )

3)Do you have a girlfriend?
haha yes!! :))
4)Do you want a girlfriend?
haha yes i wan RIKIKO as my gf heehee

5)Who is your bestfriend?
you :)

6)Who do you always chat with on msn?
RIKIKO , and celine who normally play game with

7)What do you want on your birthday?
tons of present Wanted RIKIKO will be best
8)How tall are you?
170 . :PPPPP

9)What does your bag look like?
my bag looks like plain lol haha and big lol haha lol maybe have soft toy hanging on it too haha

10)Do you think you are ugly or handsome?
i think i am super ugly though many ppl say i not ugly lol but i ugly lah as i know myself tat i am ugly ( derh opp )

11)Tag 3 friends to do this quiz.
No need tag. :DD

haha thks celine for the suggestion and everything :)) heehee very happy tat she accepted me heehee :)

2010-04-15T20:03:00.001+08:00

haha ok a short post :)
to add on on yesterday de update haha abt my hand
it hurt more now
the monkey bar is really for monkey not for human de
my hand hurt ttm :(
and the pll up bar also very dangerous de thing i pull one time my hand skin is being ripped off so pain!! :'(
ok bah till next time bye :)

2010-04-14T21:33:00.006+08:00

haha back to blog :)
currently crazy abt this

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don know why too haha :))

currently addicted to this chinese song call 心痛2009
http://mp3.sogou.com/lyric.so?lyricId=7d12990e0d2e8a55&query=%D0%C4%CD%B42009&p=40010200&dp=1

only lyrics lazy type out as i cant copy paste don know why lol

waiting for ppl to online but always didnt online :(
sian :(

today have school it was boring and someone didnt die cheat my feelings :(
when to school waited enter schol flag raising lesson le haha
boring more boring and more boring
recess played monkey bar swing like one crazy monkey now hand like monkey butt!! so red and pain pain!! ahh :( the school fitness facilities is dangerous ttm i didnt fail to not get myself hurt!!
the monkey bar is easy but the bar i think have problem or wat i play a while only my energy drain ttm and hand pain ttm very dangerous advise people to not use it or play with it!! haha :P
had chemistry physic test!! was ok ok lah de paper but don think cant score as i forget a lot of concept during the test!! :(
and then after tat maths!!
and we keep shift the table here and there!! very tiring and sian :( no good

it is still the same sian after school le haha 3.30!! see people go take bus but i leave and head home!!
i saw kj but she like didnt saw me :P haha
i think i saw the who le like finally but scare my eye betrays me again!!
as i not confirm is it the person i was referring to lol!!
don know she will read mah!!
haha if u read pls reply whether u are the last to get up de bus lol if tat is u then my eye no betray me haha :)) if not i think i need change spec le think either degree increase or eye really got problem le!! heehee!! :)) btw i have response to ur blog haha :))

ok bah i end off here bye bye!! :) heehee :))
sian sian and more sian!!
pain pain and more pain :(
can someone enlighten me on wat is fren and love truly is?? i am getting enough of those sia :(
it is so tiring to catch up with this 2 simple words hais!!
ok ok end off le bye bye till next time bah haha :))

2010-04-12T19:06:00.003+08:00

Early in the morning got spam called by somebody , nearly got heart attack . LOL .
Wake up lerh prepare to meet ppl .
Den go eat mac for breakfast . :D
Den i went to meet dat person but i was 1min late .
She say i not late , haha . xD
Den i meet w/ derh person derh bf and he oso eat .
Den go to sch , 1st period is PE , did some short distance running and push up , den do the 31 legged race .
Do pull up , make me/every guy boh energy liao .
Eng period do the worksheet which was meant to be completed during the weekends but many ppl didnt complete it lah .
SS , cher didnt very happy so derh relieve teacher come . :D
Den i do maths derh assignment which is weekend hw but i not guai so nvr do during weekend . :P ty :D
HOHO , then do phy derh . :X
During recess the canteen so crowded so i didnt buy anything to eat and didnt eat only buy one packet of sweet . D:
MT , got test on letter writing , O lvl standard , so hard leh ! T.T
Den lunch i go eat .
Eat lerh go back class take thumbdrive ...
I tot is do research for F&N but end up dun hav . :(
So i walk back class again for the boring lecture of 4 period , nearly fell asleep lol .
Math , do practise paper , jiu end sch lerh , happy happy . xD
Go to TM walk walk , brought some sweets at mini toons . (:
Stroll somemore den go home lerh . :DD

GHOST OF JON!! :P *i help u edit a bit le* haha

haha i addicted to 欢子的心痛2009
哈哈 i 2 sentence de post :))

check this out haha

2010-04-11T18:08:00.001+08:00

爱上你 de song title singer by2 it is a cool song wor must hear haha :)
i wanted to copy paste the lyrics de but cant work so nvm

2010-04-02T20:38:00.003+08:00

haha it has been some time since i come back to update blog le :)

haha let start off with yesterday bah lol haha

yesterday april fool day meant to be a fun day but it is not fun at all firstly there are a lot of things happen which i don really know wat are they too secondly no one did try to prank me

thirdly i cried yesterday fourthly i fall sick yesterday fifth and lastly was not good at all yesterday! feel so down and stuff.. i am too sick and tired for everything! hope ppl will understand me but i doubt so ppl will if not i would be so hurt deep down le :(

cant slp well too keep wake up from rest head hurts a lot

hais

ok today wake up at 5 as i cant slp head pain like hell!!

then i wake up head still hurt a lot and back ach a lot too

don know wat happened to me i fall sick yesterday today very serious

morning bath le pass clothes to mum fren then go see doc

all clinic close then bo bian go 24 hr clinic

below is the medicine

2 antibiotic!! omg but all in syrup form :) haha good :))

it cost $101!!! so ex lor!!! consultation and antibiotic is the main cause

feel so drowsy after taking medicine

so tired but when to vivo meet fren and watch clash of the titans don get the story. at 12 meet them then go sky park do some maths then go walk walk a bit then go watch movie then after movie head back le!! i don get wat the movie is showing maybe i too drowsy le then cant notice wat it is really slowing but it is not bad lah the fight and stuff .

went home carry com to 201 for repair need wait for the ppl to call

bet won be so fast hais :(

haha i lazy to say much more le lah haha i end here bah lol
:) till next time :)

2010-03-29T20:19:00.003+08:00

#1 . Wake up at 6.15 ...

#2 . Den look for shirt look till very fed up , cannot find it . D:

#3 . Aftr i found it , realised its not wash yet so i go wear sce 1 derh , tuck in . LOL . Canot fit , very uncomfortable . :(

#4 . Went to sch reach at usual time , slack . Haha . :D

#5 . Very tired so nvr go for 1st recess , 2nd recess den eat . xD

#6 . Den eat mixed veg rice and play chee ko pa ( Dk hw spell ) .

#7 . Waited for fren go bugis , went to ANBC .

#8 . Bought pen refill , correction tape and pen cover for pen . Went out of the shop without taking the membership card yet so slow lorh , 1 month plus le i guess haha nvm bah it say 2 month lol .

#9 . Den head home , meet people bused home .

#10 . So i like businessman lah , buzee non stop until now. (:

Aiyah i type until like lecture lidat . T.T

Ghost of Jon

2010-03-26T18:11:00.003+08:00

Haha i got 87 post lerh . xD

Here are the things i did for today . Lol . :D

#1 . Wait for flag raising ( I 1st guy again )

#2 . First lesson is Chem , very confusing leh wad agent here and there derh , then have learn new thing , the wad exothermic and endothermic derh den wad change colour thingy , wad agent here and there .

#3 . Math lesson do itegation very tough head spinning ... T.T

#4 . Recess time , nth happen lol .

#5 . Aftr recess is MT , go through paper get 49 / 70 . Nt impt cuz its juz a random test . xD

#6 . Den jiu Geo , combine humanes , did chap 5 and i was daydreaming . Lol . Dun get a single thing abt Geo as i prefer SS . (:

#7 . Class bonding , got back report card . haiz my math 1 mor mrk den jiu A1 liao . D:

#8 . Aftr sch eat lerh den being forced to revise , 5++ den go home .

Nw at home liao go MSN , plurk && FB . :D

My Grades

Amaths - a2

Emaths - a1

Combine sci - a1

Combine humanes - a1

Eng - f9

Chi - c6

F&n - b4

Haha see i tell u liao my Math pro derh get As lehh ! :P

Ghost of Jon .

2010-03-23T20:18:00.001+08:00

Go to sch && did alot of things .

Lesson all so boring derh .

During break time feel like sleeping ...

Btw anybody dk any Math question , can ask me .

Cuz i suddenly think i too pro in Math liao .

&& rmb to call me BOSS or TEACHER . (:

Haha . Im nt Jonathan , im his ghost , helping him to update blog . :D

xD

2010-03-22T18:33:00.002+08:00

Went out w/ a human on the last day of holiday .

Go all the way to Boon Lay , Jurong Point .

Watch the movie Kidnapper , not bad lah the movie .

Go arcade walk alot of rounds but nvr play anything . Lol .

Dat human && her fren play play play .

Watch movie liao go home .

Today go sch very xian .

Balh blah blah ...

Im not Jonathan . xD

2010-03-19T01:40:00.002+08:00

all u see from we was just ur thinking of me ur perspective do anyone really know how i am thinking or feel? being love and try to love is a total diff thing/ trying to love and liking is another pair of diff thing it was so confusing!!
do u know how painful or how much hurt i have been through?
if don know a single thing then i hope could just get away from me and my life!!
if u really really care will u just simply 距我于千里之外？？ don just act as if i didnt say anything mean tat my final decision and don put words in my mouth!! i hated tat all!! don just think i keep emoing and stuff as u all don even know how i feel deep down.. don even tink of knowing too!! my life i wan do wat i do not happy get off!! i don owe u anything!
hurt is being accumulated every single day of my life anyone know how mush i have been bearing with it? anyways those who don really have the heart pls just ignore me!! i don need people to pity me. i don need ur sympathy seriously it will be better just to keep tat mouth of ur shut!

i am not to pinpoint anyone but i just feel like releasing them out in words so if it is too harsh then i am sry! i tried to not use any vulgar too!!
i hate a lot of thing and stuff and i don really like to bear with it! if i really gone crazy i am sry!! as my emotional doesnt really match with my heart soon!! they gonna crash and explode anytime!
i don joke so plus do not laugh! it is serious and no jokes! u would not like to mess with me when i change my attitude mind u!!
don ever try too and don try it now u may be the lucky one!

anyways let talk abt the past few days! movies watch a few shows happy go lucky funny but a bit lame and stupid. being human watched 2 times the 2nd time i find it much funnier don know why but i hate the ending overall lame kaiji a very simple storyline plus simple gambling tactic but act out in a serious way was quite ok alice in wonderland not bad average unreal and it is a bit stupid and lame too..

outing to steamboat had a sad day no one even notice as i try to hide!! but someone do omment a bit! not wanting to elaborate on anything too! just hiding from it! still average and gotten lots of ss sadded!! tat all lazy to explain de whole trip

outing go bugis and cine to catch kaiji and shop and hang out plus a bit shopping
ate ice cream eat kfc catch a tigger in arcade played arcade at illuma and cine and ... lazy too

today my second time watching being human
was better then the first lsughed more the indian wife die and sorry sorry and some other parts tat is really hilarious arcade ajisen and waste money and owe money

yesterday was intending to go bx birthday party but no one wan pei me go so end up not going but went to fly kite instead!! it was such a "success" and i was place into a very diff spot by someone!! not to mention i just answer oh and some ok nia!! lose my face sia!!
we read the instruction on how to tie a kite and was quite sometime when there is a question popped up which stated"which step are we at now" i replied 2 and have a hard time there laughing and lose face lah

facebook my face all gone!! all thanks to someone and another someone!! now pictures of me are all around fb ahh shagged!! ty man for making me so popular where i wan to stay low profile!! was so shocked by this 2 people it was really face losing man :( hais not to mention liao shag!!

finally tomorrow need to go soft launch and at an earlier time then others for being de mrt rep. sian and it is going to be a boring day ahead i guess hais!! hope for the better bah!!
ahh shag ahh!! so so de tired of almost everything

ok tat it bah i will end here i am too tired le cant really carry on with wat i wanted to post as i forgat a huge part already!! this may be somehow one of the last post till one month later bah i guess!! not really posting or wat le! it kills a lot of my brain cell trying to recall the past and the hurt and pain so bye bah till next time!!

2010-03-05T06:41:00.002+08:00

hatred, pain, sadness, lonliness do i really deserve tat?
i find tat so unfair no doubt everybody have pain and stuff but it is seems tat they can feel mine pain and hurt i cant blame them too. all i can blame is me myself only.
so tiring to always endure it alone.
from now on i gonna lead a new character of don care le..
tat all i can do to numb my pain?
watever lah so stress! and no one will understands me de lah!! don know the hurt i been bearing as i always just cover it with slpy face and everytime just lie on the table. ok bah tat it bah i also don feel like talking abt it le.. yesterday heats i can actually do better de but i cant le tat is my max le with leg not fully recovered yet!! and sry for pulling the team down tat it off for school bye

2010-02-12T21:49:00.001+08:00

haha today met 3 new interesting fren and happy abt tat lol haha :))
basically i have nth to blog liao haha bye

2010-02-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

haha today was a very shag day was watching 4 part of a drama and till now still haven finish where i start at 4 plus!! :( today de connection was making me saying FISH!!
hais today nt much nth to post abt!! so just a short one bah haha :)
and the hurt is getter deeper and deeper as time goes by and no one knows how it feels like haha :) i also don intend to let it be known!! and ya tat it for today bah haha bye!! till next time :)

2010-01-31T21:15:00.003+08:00

haha today is gonna be the last day till feburary arrived! :) enjoy the last fews hours before january is gone for good haha!! feel like counting down for feburary but i am dead beat le gonna slp real soon!! haha yesterday went for mass run and here pain there pain throughout the run :( didnt take any picture not at all interested to take pics and wonder if people ss me hope don have haha :) and who would be so free to do so too haha :) today went to work saw 3-4 tampinesian also working as ntuc one still ask me whether i from tampines? lol isnt it should be tampinesian lol haha but nvm i just replied yes haha :) today there is lots to do sian and tired hais but i have at least complete with the job as requested haha as i am still not feeling well aww sadded
haha tat it bah lazy to continue le lol
bye for now :)

2010-01-27T19:29:00.002+08:00

1. Is there anybody you like now?
duh!!

2. Have you ever fallen in love?
ya??.

3. Do you like older guys/ girls, why?
ya but not love like only mah lol cant even like? lol

4. Who are the most important people to you?
haha a lot or maybe those few

5. What/Who are you thinking of right now?
people cant tell name

6. What is your favourite colour?
blue red

7. Are you seriously in love?
i don really know

8. Would you cry for the one you love?
ya i did cry for her too haha

9. Have you ever failed in life?
ya of coz fall deeply too

10. What is your full name?
jonathan ho kiat loong

11.Do you like your surname?
ok ok lah lol

12.How long have you liked the person you currently like?
years lol

13.Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
No obviously not

14.Do you miss anyone now?
ya of coz

15.Is there anyone you want to be with now?
yes

16.Name a friend whose name stats with 'Z'.
Zirui

17.Which of your friend stays closest to you?
raman

18.Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
can i leave everyday even without tv hp cannot lol

19.Are you mad about anything now?
ya lol

20.Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?
yes lol

21.How do you feel about your life now?
haha not so good lol

22.Do you hate anyone?
Yes obvious rite?

haha done lol :) ahh bored lol lazy to blog ao off i go bye poof

2010-01-20T06:10:00.002+08:00

haha up in the morning and finished with eng correction and i have nth to do as all my drama and anime was at latest episode i may start with cruel temptation see whether it tempt me to watch mah lor haha :) and ya tat it bah i don know wat to do and have nth to do
bye

2010-01-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

crapping once again!!
sian lah lol!! today was a boring day!! wake up on com and wanted to chase drama but end up no mood then at abt 1 plus go slp all thks to the internet connetion for being so fast till i watch abt 1 hour for 1 part then abt 3 hours for 4 part!! loading was real fast man! and ya i have watched ko 3anguo and de new drama named happy days i don get a single thing lol!! and ya it took me from 1 plus to 5 plus to part 5 for ko 3anguo and part 4 of the new de drama nice then 11 like tat till now to just finish watching both drama with an episode of naruto lol tat how fast the internet connection is for my hse can think har? lol

ya bye for now bah till next time i think lol

2010-01-07T06:10:00.002+08:00

3 boring days of school have pass i have been scolded or said at for 2 of those 3 day from the same teacher and of coz it is not as good as i think!! :(
firstly no one to talk to at a corner!! now change to the front seat with someone i always quarrel with why cant just change my seat to somewhere where i can get to chat a bit de?
i have totally no mood to study under those circumstances!! ahh!! still thinking of how to get back the relationship with sherlyn! hais!! life have been not an easy flight for me!! if i didnt use wrongly? my eng really stinks need to improve on it!! sian more!!
ahh headache sia!! and i wonder need to help fren copys note mah still waiting for her reply :)
i am lost in the whole world of mind!! with everything all new and hard to handle all coming my ways!! and in another 9 month i my o level le!! shagged i am so not prepared for anything!! i haven revised for all my subject and not yet read through test for today chem test!! whereby science was one of my fav subject.. hais i forget everything abt all my subject too as i don revise constantly just play play and play even more for me!! if this continues i might as well go ite with all those hand on courses instead of wasting one year at sec 5! i am in a dilema or how to spell i don know wat to do now will be the best for me!! as if i study all the way from now i will sure fall before the major exam comes and it was all over again!! hais all words and no paragraphing this is a hard time for readers if there even will be readers! i don wan them to cheer for me and ended up in disappointment!! from now on i may lead another new path of life with all of the things all coming right smack at me i will not even try to escape it? i don know whether i will make a good choice of going for a new path now! it was like too late le! i still thinking ya!! haha if tat really happens i bet it will shocked lots of people haha!! :) ok bah it is abt 6.30 le and i haven prepare for school yet going off le after some more craps!! and ya!! haha i have also don know wat to say le lah all sad sad things de!! lol!! so for now bye bah!! think won be onlining for so long now le lol haha bye all!! :) going off for today i think i will post again some other time bah lol till next time bah i continue haha :)

2010-01-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

haha first day of school actually having a high hopes for it but end up in sadness!! sian!! boring day!! haha!! today changed phone to w995 haha :) and ya i won be using de number of 81371175 le only use 96316243 from now onwards haha!! so can update phone le though not many people will look at my blog so nvrm haha :) and ya tat it for now bah i lazy to describe such a bad day!! and ya school was like a slping place for me lol

2010-01-03T16:44:00.001+08:00

我在也不要认真的谈恋爱了!!
我的心已经死好痛苦啊!!

2009-12-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog and not wanting to blog so bye

2009-12-28T01:08:00.002+08:00

long time no blog le!!　ｓｏ　ｓｉａｎ　ａｎｙｈｏｗ　ｐｏｓｔ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｂａｈ　ｌｏｌ！！tomorrow work 7 as usual ! tiring!!ｙａ　ｇｏｉｎｇ　ｓｌｐ　ｌｅ　ｂａｈ　ｂｙｅ！！

wonders if there is even anyone who cares abt me

BYEBYE　ｗｏｎｔ　ｂｅ　ｂａｃｋ　ｈｏｍｅ　ｔｉｌｌ　３０ｔｈ

2009-12-08T23:58:00.001+08:00

haha today when out haha!! i keep quiet the whole day haha :)
as all of the people i don know!! when to watch new moon i slp for 1 hour plus and don get a sinle thing overall i think it is boring!! :)
haha tomorrow need wake up at 6 slping soon!! in fact everyday need wake up at 6 except tuesday!! haha tat it bah!! haha i promise if there is a next time i sure will talk haha :)) tat it bah!! bye for now :) till next time

2009-11-24T21:04:00.002+08:00

haha today was a tiring and boring day!!
firstly at 7am work after tat when eat mos and wait for fren to come
brought a belt and bag but no take pic so too bad!!
and currently i have watch 2 new movie the informant and a christmas carol!!
and some others like my gf is an agent 2012 and somemore but
i talk abt this 4 movie only :)
firstly my gf... is a nice and v. funny movie!! worth watching :) not so long too!! :)
2012 was a long one at abt 3 hr minus 20 min including all those commercial but it was touchng and sad a nice movie too worth it too!! :)
for the next 2 is bad not worth watching!! waste money de!! i slp abt de whole movie!! not worth it waste money!! :( tat it for today de post bah haha

2009-11-24T00:44:00.002+08:00

haha today start off with 7am work at ntuc was like so embarrasing lor
i wear till so nice there pack things -.- shagged!! after tat when to eat breakfast at long john silver eat chicken sausage jr then cant finish de drink!! after work which is at 1 went to eat lunch haha!! :) and when to mos for work again!! very tiring day and now here i am posting this blog and leaving soon to bed as tomorrow will start work at ntuc at 7 again need wake up like 5.30?? can die if this continues but see how bah haha :) tat it for today bah!! haha :)

2009-11-21T09:40:00.001+08:00

haha i am officially back :) tat it :)

2009-10-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

haha ya!! n level finally over le!! it was yesterday de le!! i am late!!
but nvm!! :)
ya quite a lot happen yesterday!! lol
let talk abt the day before yesterday bah lol!!
the paper for thursday was ok ok!! but the geog paper gone le!!
so combine humanes gone and english also gone!!
ya!! yesterday!! have a math paper 2 and F&N!!
both gone le!! as both paper was tough!!
a math was very tough!! sure fail de!!
think won be able to go sec5
nvm bah!! ya!! human perfect being was so funny worh!! lol all laugh like .......??
haha!! ya!! holiday le!! haha!! so fast!! lol and i am back to work le!! haha!! first day after a long break was not being able to cope well speed went way down but still manage to handle it!! haha!! nvrm bah!! i will go better de haha :) then i was so so so so tired lor!! from 10-9!! :( so long of standing!! leg gonna break le lah!! :(
haha tomorrow gonna be hell again!! 10 to 8 better 1 hour earlier haha!!
and monday i can apply off le!! haha!! the schedule planning manager changed le!! haha!! good but cannot always change too lucky me!! lol!! haha!! monday movie!! tuesday-sun working!! ahh!! can die real fast!! die of tiredness!! ahh very tired le!! stop at here bah!! haha zaijian bye!! if anything more i miss out then too bad bah!! will update again bah?? haha
---DONE---

2009-10-07T22:11:00.003+08:00

haha today a math paper 1 was killer paper!!
almost all the question so hard!! ahh!!
no hope to pass le!!! tomorrow math and geog paper!! :)
hope can pass through easily haha
tat it night all and good luck :)

2009-10-06T20:26:00.002+08:00

ya today maths paper 1!! so slpy!! i go there was so tiring!! then run so much then leg get sprain or wat? nice!! then so tired and moodless to do the paper?
overall the paper was quite ok ok!! but cant score!!
i have 11 question i don know how to do? out of 57 question?
haha!! tomorrow paper also start at 2 sian!!
ya!! tomorrow a math paper hope will be easy as i forget all abt a math? and didnt revise for it?
ya!! tat it bah!! haha!! still good luck and jy for the exam for all haha!!

BYE BYE!!

2009-10-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

haha ya!! i don kow wat to post for blog le?
i anyhow post bah?
lol ya!! tomorrow n level paper start at 2 worh can slp more!! haha
ya!! and recently was listening to fish and 石欣卉 de song? lol!! not bad wor!! can try i think was the newest album bah? haha!! not so sure!!
ya tat it bah haha :) bye :)

2009-10-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

hahaha!! lame post!! wish all taking n level good luck and all lower sec de eoy good luck :))
haha!! tat it jy all the best!! and no sad le bah haha!! :)

2009-10-01T17:33:00.002+08:00

haha!! back home from tampines mall!! very sian!!
basically do nth!! today release of report book :)
did EXTREMELY BAD!! basically have 8 subj haha!!

let see how badly i have done for the prelims!
chinese: 60 B4 :(
english: 46 U :'(
mathematics: 67 B3 :))
additional mathematics: 44 U :(
mathematics (syllabus A): 83 A1 :))
science (chem/phy): 80 A1 :))
combined humanities (s/g): 52 5 :(
F&N: 51 5 :(

DONE
basically tat all!! (: haha!! :) no fun thing!!
have fun thing i then update bah haha :))

2009-09-30T21:24:00.002+08:00

ok bah!! a short post!!
easy de!! tomorrow get back report book!!
haha like finally as it was actually monday de!!
and due to de thingy i think not so fast lah!!
5 more days to n level phy/chem!!
jy and good luck for all
and gl and jy for all people taking eoy paper too!! work hard worh!!
btw tomorrow then post on the bad result i have for all subj bah!!
tat it bah!! haha bye!!
don angry le bah!! and don sad anymore!!
happy always!! smile always!
jy u can do it de :))

2009-09-28T19:06:00.001+08:00

ah!! just post a very simple blog!!
it was not to vent my anger or wat!!
basically yesterday have 2 somehow big event going on!! one was i don really care de!! but many people do!! lol F1!! don know why but i just don like recing car bah??
next was a very stupid thing!! don know why my maid suddenly faint yesterday!! then i become maid!! wth!! idiotic!! make me cannot concentrate on anime tat it bah!! :)

2009-09-22T16:53:00.002+08:00

haha!! another sian day!! nth much!! boring sleepy maybe have!!
the biggest event of the day may be the return of papers bah?

chinese paper 1 si han i failed by one mark!! ahh!!
compo i passed!! haha 36/50 :)

e.math (O) p1 : 52/80 :) ok ok bah!! btw i don take o level for math!!!
p2: 66/100!! :) overall was like a b3?? at abt 65%?? haha!! tat all bah!! it was a sian day anyways!!
nth much to post abt too

2009-09-16T19:35:00.003+08:00

haha!! today ok ok day!! was so tired throughout!! and gotten back some paper for prelims back :)
did quite badly though!! but nvrm!! :)

ok for eng which was pass back to us long long time ago!!
i got 14/30 for both question in paper 1!! both fail 1 mark!! arghh!!
for paper 2!! i get 39/40!! also fail 1 mark!! ahh!! so unlucky!! almost hit the passing mark!! ahh!!
miss the target!!

for science!! combine science!! chem and phy!! :)
chem: 43/50!! not so good!! didnt hit target yet!! ahh just 2 more marks and i hit target!!
ahh!! wasted!! sadden!! but nvm still get a1 haha!! :)
phy: 37/50!! didnt even get a1!! angry!! #$^$%#&$# didnt hit target too!! but nvrm!! it cant be undone!! so let it be bah!! haha :)

MT: 41/70!! it was so bad being a chinese!! but nvm as many people fail!! my only bright side to look at!! haha!! didnt get a1 didnt get a2 or even b3!! but nvrm!! coz i just cmi bah??

e.math (N): got 54/60 for p1 hit a1 yay!! haha!! did quite ok bah i think?? but i still lose to many people!! ahh!! p2: 61/80!! not so good done!! got beaten by many people!! ahh!! sad!! overall 115/140?? which is like abt 82%?? haha!! still manage to get a1 bah!! haha :)

a.math: p1:17/70!! haha!! fail pathetically!! sadden!! ahh!! this paper was very hard!!!
p2:46/70!! wasted!! didnt score at p1 and it pull me down to a fail!! nice!! but nvrm!! ahh!! overall was 62/140 abt 44% failed!! sadded!! hais!! but nvm!!

combine humanes: geog: 23.5/50!! fail ss: 19/50!! failed again!! total 42.5/100!! failed!! so fail!! hais!! sadded again!! the paper was quite easy though!!

the rest of the paper not given back?? left F&N and e.math (O)?? or i just missed it?? nvrm though!! think cant do well too..

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad haha!! sad also no use!! haha!! as i didnt study mostly for all paper haha!! so nvrm!! lol :)
tat it bah!! very long le!! sian le!! :D

2009-09-11T00:45:00.003+08:00

heehee!! a tring and boring day!! lazy to type much too!! :)
many things i still cant get to understand!! and i was so mad at them!!
and so i don really care as i going to change!! i wont be like last time le!!
i need to put in more confident and make everything my way!!
i don care for others people feelings le!! as they don even really like care at all!!
so angry le!! no saying le!! anything also don ask me!! wont entertain!!
and i don feel like typing le!! so bye!!

2009-09-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

hi!! :) ahh sick!! feel so restless this fews day whereby prelims is on :(
ya after many people persuading i finally went to see the doctor :)
but the problem is i don take pill!! how!! somemore it is the main thing tat need pill :( ahh
i don know how too must find way to gulp it down

2009-08-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

ok today!! oh sry i mean yesterday!!
ya!! a simple day!! mainly rot at home!! but no choice!!
have no money de days is suffering days!! i cannot do much too :(
anyways when to pasir ris park!! heehee
tat how i get my injuries too!! :(
went cycling and maybe joke a bit??
i was way back and try to catch up with them and speed all the way till the gear come out!! :(
then my slippers fly out!! forget to use break stupid!! :(
then use leg to stop!! and abt half a nail fly out!! :(
and tat how i get injured!! and when back to take my slipper!!
then push or scoot to meet them :)
basically tat it today!! i think i fall sick le!! :( so sick and weak currently!! :(
tat all bah!! haha :)

2009-08-24T01:36:00.002+08:00

birthday over le!! npt a very good day!! :(
but i still need to thanks lots of people!! lazy to list them all out!!
coz a lot!! have some gifts too!! lazy to list them too!! even lazy to post pic of them!!
haha!! overall very lazy to do things!! i was just lazy to post to! but nvm bah!!
ok due to lazy here and there tat all bah!! haha :)

2009-08-22T10:12:00.000+08:00

heehee!! last day to my birthday!! haha :)
haha!! and after tat 3 more days to prelims!! :(
wish all of u have a good result for it!! :)
anyways yesterday sry if i scared u mei!! dui bu qi!!
ya i speak in chinese!! haha!
but nvm i can speak english too haha!! :)
stay tune!! haha!! like wat mr hafiz always say!!! :)
tat it bah!! bye :)

2009-08-16T01:24:00.002+08:00

yay!! time for crap!! :) today was a TOTALLY boring day!! :(

stay at home abt to die of boredness le!! :(

ok last week saturday or somewhere near that time!! took a photo!! haha

i post it shortly!! :)

btw it was primary school mate! and unfortunately thing is.. i am in it!! :(

nvm bah! treat it as memory!! haha!! tat it bah!! :)

2009-08-15T01:39:00.002+08:00

i am back to moodless again!! after akk this falls!! ahh!! why i cannot take them!! ahh wat happen to me? did i changed? am i really tat bad? ahh!! life is full of misery!! so sian

2009-08-09T22:27:00.005+08:00

ya!! almost all the pictures post le!! :) heehee tat all bah!!

2009-08-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

ok firstly!! happy birthday singapore :)
next i missed this year NDP!! wasted :(
ok today i went out!! yay :)
was out with my brother and my brother gf!! heehee :)
first stop leave house!! haha common sense!!
next cab down to lucky plaza!!
taxi fare was $10plus!! cannot recall
then when to meet her gf de fren at far east plaza!! and they when to shop at this fashion!!
whereby my brother play with the model hand and act like handicap with one broken arm!
and fix the model arm to the cloth he wears!! lame!! so childish!!

then de fren leave le we went to shaw house intending to watch movie!! where got ghost
but midnight one :( then we went down to basement to eat mos!! :)
then when eating my brother suddenly pass me 50 dollars!! weird :(
then saw my fren working!! then it was like so busy and he show one dull face then i didnt talk to him le :( after that wan to watch movie then went down to plaza singapura!!
but unfortunately also midnite!! and then wan to try to watch orphan but also midnight!!
ahh sadden :( then didnt watch at last!! when to the show where sell samurai sword and stuff!!
then the sword there was like so nice!! omg!!
then went to the shop near to it and saw the cloak for naruto and bleach!! cool sia!!
the price too!! then my brother have the intention to buy the sword
and we went back to the shop and see but finally end up with buying the wooden sword :)
then buy le nth to do!! then my bro suggest to go snow city!! and then i didnt go before and say ok lets go!! :)
then we take mrt to little india fron dhoby ghaut!! and from there like there are all indians!! wa piang eh!! holding a wooden sword they all stare at me like wan fite like tat!! :(
then we cab down to science centre :) then we walk to snow centre :)
brought tickets and took some photos inside!! it was at -8.4 degree celcius lor!! so cold!!
btw snow city have nth inside :( only one slope and some sculpture and tat all!! how boring :(
when out of snow city!! when to jurong east take bubble tea and when buy some snacks
then drop past cash converter!! waste time a while then when to imm opposite to take cab home :) then throughout everything carrying the wooden sword and all the people stare at me?? :( nvm though it is common!! :) as it was quite a long sword??
yay home at last!! :) took some picture at home with the sword!!
all picture will be post later i rest a while first tired le!!
and btw all was spon by bro haha!! he spent about 300 dollars?? haha!! :)

2009-08-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

tomorrow!! singapore 44th birthday!!
happy birthday singapore!! :)
wish u a happy and unforgetable day tomorrow ahead!!

2009-08-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

ok start with crap!!
nth to write too!
wish all good luck in all the papers bah!! bye :)

2009-07-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

lol let this ba a nonsense bah!! :)
congrats tat u have recover audrey!! hope to go out again!! :(
sry tat i may have cause it!! :( don blame me :(
heehee i saw u quite a lot of times le chervina!!:)
ty i know a new fren :)
many people mistaken?? why har??
cant we just be frens?? people why think so much?? :(
recent mock exam!! :)
chem 28/40 tot i will fail!! but manage to pass a little!! :)
i can do better one!! :( so careless :(
eng!! 34/80!! nearly pass but i don really care!! fail fail lor!! i give up on eng le!! :(
math over don know how many!! :( forget le!! but i think i fail by half mark or 1 mark!!
maths deprove a lot!! :( from a1 to fail!! nice!! all thanks to my laziness :)
anyways i don think so much le!! :( just hope i can pass 'n' level eng!! tat all!! :)
but saying won work!! so forget abt it bah!! i am just crapping!! :(
tat all bah!! don know wat to say!! and don wan to say so much!! :(
LAZY!!

2009-07-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

it is a dead blog?? should i delete it?? it is like no viewers at all lor :(
btw i have seen u le!! :)
hehe!! :)
btw for veron i would like to tell u something!!
audrey is just a fren i know for a few days!! but we msg lah!! tat all!! don think too much!! tat all!!
bye!! :)

2009-07-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

so sian!! ok bah anyhow post rubbish bah!! :( tomorrow remember to bring tie!! got phototaking!!
tomorrow chem mock exam good luck for all!! :) tat all bah bye

2009-07-18T08:54:00.003+08:00

hi!! :) just have 2 new fren :) heehee
hope to see one soon in school!! :)
wonders if i will be laughed at a not!! :(
but anyways who cares?? laughed at jiu laughed at lor
anyways already xi guan le!!
btw i watched ige age 3 3d it was like normal ice age 3 only the difference is a tiny weeny part of 3d only plus the price is also different!! :( so disappointed!! :( before i watch 3d i still wonders how will it be like it is going to be so so nice in the end was like nothing!! how pathetic!! :(
nvm bah!! i now wanna watch the haunting in connecticut!! a horror movie!! heehee :)
it is not available in gv!! only in cathay and shaw have :(

hope it is all over!! hope it will be too messy after all :( it may hurt u!! it may hurt her!! it may hurt for those who knows!! it may hurt for those who don!! it just will hurt!! hurt is inevitable!! it cannot be avoided or parted from one!! get over it and have a new lifestyle bah!! it will be good for all!! trust me!! believe me a not i know the case!! if u read my blog!! good!! don?? gooder
:)

2009-07-15T22:05:00.002+08:00

ahh!! tomorrow will be a long day!!
so sad!! :(
hope it will end of easily!!
btw happy birthday to kj!!
old le har!! win liao lah!!
tomorrow remind me to buy nimm2 for justin!!
i also don wan to talk much!! :( no mood!!
feel like i am getting in a fight soon!!
ahh hope not to fight!! pls!! control myself!!
don fight!! ahh i am crapping!! :(
nvm bah!! nth will happen!!
i will remain calm!! and try to smile!!
even if it is a fake smile??
ok bah!! tomorrow is future!! i cannot predict the future!!
i only can wait till it comes!!
come on bah!!
tat it!! bb!!

2009-07-14T19:45:00.002+08:00

oh my i am actually doing it again!! :(
nvm bah!! gl to u tomorrow kaijun
hope u are not been bash till so jialat!!
don worry i won bash people one!!
wish u an advance happy birthday
tomorrow approach me if u wan a present from me!!
don approach me then i reconsider!! :)
didnt read then too bad!! :)
tat all bah!!

2009-07-12T20:04:00.002+08:00

ok i try to say something!!
at first have to say abt movie!!
3 movie tat i watch recently!!
transformer, ice age3, threads of destiny!!
transformer!! nice and quite good at the fightings!! although i don get wat the story is!! but very long!! :(
ice age3!! very funny, although not 3d but it is till nice!! quite nice!! :)
threads of destiny!! very touching and sad but the ending stinks!! :(
actually a lot happens but i don think i will be posting it!! sry!! i post this is for movie lover only!! though my yi jiann is not good!! not appetizing!! tat all bah!!
ending off with sadness!!

2009-07-03T17:43:00.002+08:00

ahh!! very very lazy to update!!
very very tired!!
very very moody soon!!
tuesday going emo whole day!!
nvm bah tat all!!
although lots of thing done!! but
nvm lah!! very lazy to type out!!
tat all bah!!
bye!! this may be the last time i post!!
tat it!!

2009-06-23T02:16:00.002+08:00

ok bah!! just anyhow do it bah!!
yesterday working at mid shift!! till 9 and wait till shop close!!
btw!! yesterday got 1 ex-crew came!! and say today her birthday!!
then i was like happy birthday and written a die in chinese!! whereby my fren add a go in front!!
also in chinese!! then she was like wth!! my birthday lehh wat go die!! idiot lah!!
but i don care!! and continue to slack!! very tiring and boring lah!!
then after a while a customer brought a drink
and i gave him a straw!! and after tat he returned me the wrapper for the straw!!
how lazy!! :( but nvrm
then i gave the birthday girl a present!! but end out being rejected!! and the present is the wrapper!!
then she went off le say bye le!! then continues to rot!! till 9 finally!! slack at workplace do nth!!
then suddenly my phone dies!! then rush back home!! :(
tat all bah!! lazy lah!! good morning!! :)

2009-06-16T22:11:00.002+08:00

ahh!! did i do anything wrong?
wat did i do wrong?
wat am i to do?
did i hurt her?
wat happen?
ahh so confuse!!!
:(
i don understand why!! am i such a failure?
fail in everything?
btw 2 days ago was working!!
after work went to watch drag me to hell!!
so fun with someone!! :)
it was so funny!!
she was scared after the scary scene!! :)
then when she jumps!! i was scared!! :(
there was many scary part!!
good luck if u watching!! just like this lah!!
i need to go think abt things le

2009-06-14T02:47:00.001+08:00

today!! nth much to post!!
school out bah yay!!
so boring and tired!! waste lot of time today
tat all bah!! i don know wat to say!!
very bored today!!

2009-06-08T22:17:00.005+08:00

ya!! a few days ago when to mind cafe!! :)

the boardgame not board but so fun

make u LOL

really!! not bluffing

ok at first!! this are all the people i been out with!!

all my sis fren lah!!

ya!! drink is serve!! pooh and tigger was having fun with the drink!!

heehee :)

food is serve!! :) curry in a bun!! nice har!!

the first game after eating!! snorta!!
abt animal!! :)
i am the chicken!! ans i name it miaow!!
:) it is a game where by there is cards equally distributed to everyone!!
then every animal got nickname!
and whoever flip the card and match with the other people must shout the other people animal name!! so confusing but was nice!!
and after all have 1 card whereby have switch of animals but we end the game with 1 winner
so didnt continue!! then move on to next game!!

another game! it is name there!! was basically need to do the emote with the dice roll till the end!! got 3 types and u see 1 is mean only one die can be thrown the first second bar is 3 and 2!!
one is pen was meant to be draw out the emotion!!
one is charade!! act out the emotion!!
lastly was mouth use the tone to say out the emotion!!

finally before leaving fighting!! hahha!! basically tat all for the trip!!

today 08.06.2009!
2 birthday girls!!
my sis and grace!!
wish them a very good birthday and happy always!!

tat all bah!! good luck!! bye!! today thing i don blog lah!! lazy lah!! tat it bah

2009-06-05T06:21:00.001+08:00

today practical exam good luck to all!!
remember to bring apron!!
will update on mind cafe thingy once i get picture!!
tat all for now gl!! :)

2009-06-04T16:58:00.002+08:00

yo!! hi
quite some time didnt do this
here i am doing it again
ya!!
forget le either 2 days before or 3 das before
when to watch movie :)
lazy to chack lah!!
it was wat dance subaru one!!
it was so touching lor!! but overall quite nice
can watch but very far!! good luck
when come out tat time saw one people lying at the ground
bleeding wat happen don know
come out or before we come out he lie there le
then still have one person say see the subaru faint then he also faint (so sad)
lolz!! then after tat forget who say then he must faint so many times lor
as the wat subaru faint for quite some time more laugh!! lol
then when back in mrt quite lots of thing happen but lazy to type out!!
and don quite remember!!
jiu like this bah
bye!!

2009-05-30T08:01:00.001+08:00

ahh!! i am so being constrict to using of computer!!
i fail 5 and was like many people dod worst then me still enjoying life why must it only be me
to have this situation
!!
nvm bah!!

2009-05-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

ahh!! today was not a good day!! too much stress and worries!!
but who cares!!
tomorrow results!!
will be hell once i get home!!
don think i can survive though (just kidding)
sure can survive lah!!
why wold they kill me for just such a small problem!!
correct?
ok bah!! let wait and see!!
but it will sure be troublesome though!!
very ma fan one lor!! ahh!!
ok bah tat it!!
don talk so much!! kindda louso!!

2009-05-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

ahh complicated!!
life can never be figured through!!
u will get struck no matter where who wat or watever u are!!
it will still strike u down only whether is now or later!!
ahh!! why can it be simplier??
but wat to do!! nothing much!!
only to endure with it!!
it is all part of life
all same for everyone!!
it is somehow fair!! but
only the way people wat it to be and wan to live it is diff only!!
ok tat part of life!! life!! now is also life!! wasting part of my life
and waste lots of time doing all those silly things!!
try to get over it and plays a new character!!
starts all over again for me?
or remains like this give comment pls!!

2009-05-24T01:38:00.002+08:00

today was a tiring day don wish to say much!
the day where i am back to work!!
the day seem so looong!!! ahh!!
and my job like nvr ending so tired!! :(
but i am not sian lehh
don know why??
btw if i have the time i would like to works more!!!
but they don put me :(
ok bah!! quite early le!! don say le bye!!

2009-05-23T09:23:00.002+08:00

oh yay!!
yesterday night when out for night at the museum 2
so funn man!! but i watch at 11.45
where all my energy going none tat time!!
i still can manage to cope for the duration!! reach home at 1 plus!!
oh just rech home just fall on the bed and sleep le!!
u can imagine how tired i was? nvrm though
if not yesterday i woyld update le
haha :) tat all bah later working at 12!! sian

2009-05-21T16:50:00.002+08:00

ok today!! it is a sad day for me who did badly for almost all test!!

firstly!!

chinese
quite badly done!!
so proud of myself only person who pass!!
but still no good!! :(
my score at 35/70!!
and lc at 8/20
so badly done
it is kind of a disgrace!! :(

chem it was quite ok paper!!
could be done better though
at 38.5/50
phy was a fun paper didnt do so well
but think quite easy!! sad!! :(
at 37.5/50
which when then have at marvellous comment by mr sng
who say i was quiet in class and was just prefect
exactly 75 a a1!!
but for combine science was not!!
it was 1 mark more!! at 76!! heehee!! not prefect anymore!!

eng quite easy but still don know why fail maybe my eng standard sucks?
who knows?
it was also say to be the easiest paper set!!
at 37/80 just 3 more marks and i pass!! ahh
but tat was quite some time when i pass eng!! and i don really mind!!

F&N stupid paper all stupid question!!
but have 22/40 okok lah at least still pass ok le!!
then the teacher like not happy with me!! or wat i also don know!!
just hate her lah don talk so much talk more hate more!! :(

a maths very interesting paper for both 1 and 2!! did badly!! overall at 40/100
:(
the duration of the paper was too short

e math very easy but don know why still fail!! don know wat happen study le still fails!! :(
overall at 44.44444444 or 44/4/9 out of 100 another badly done paper!!
my math foundation weak bah!! i also don know why!!

the most badly done paper!! didnt study too!!
combine hum
geo 18.5/50 and 8/50 for ss
didnt study for both!! seq didnt do!! :)
overall only 26.5/100 really sad!!

conclusion: i find all the paper very tough!! :(
except science heehee!! :)
tat all bah!! don say so much say more more stress!! :(

2009-05-19T19:41:00.002+08:00

oh my!! i only have 3 minutes to update!!
i make it as short as possible!!
ok at first!! today
there was 2 paper or somehow 2 paper
one talking paper the other listening!!
i find tat both are so hard!!
i don understand the lc!! so hard to understand!!
then the question also all so tough!! sure fail le!!
ok now to oral
it was eng oral!!
it was so hard when it come to the picture and conversation!! i say nothing much!!
he ask me i reply yes no!!
also sure fail but i don care!!
ok tat it need to rush back to watch tv start le!! miss 1 min le!!
bye!!

2009-05-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

ok today!! 18/5/09
KBOX!! a total disgrace!!
lose face sia!! only one guy!! :(
i was being laughed at once i open my mouth and start singing!!
just as i predicted it will be!! but i break record i sing more then 3 songs!!
oh my!! then they nvr don laugh for each song i sang!! ahh!!
i knew it though!! but idc!! laugh laugh lah!!
i didnt take any pic!! lazy lah!! btw only 3 viewers i think so not necessary!!
i was singing and almost went no voice!! so tiring!!
i tried so hard and was being laughed at so hard as well :(
then at the mrt still was force to be far apart from someone i don say lah har later get scolding!!
it was quite embarass though as tampines have quite a lot of tampinesians hang out!! :(
before tat went to mac and was stucked at question abt art!!
as u know i don draw so i don know!!
not impt lah har!!
at kbox!! many people look at me sia!!
like i was so popular like tat(but in a bad way) :(
try to get out of it quite BUT don manage to get out quick!!
i like so obedient like a small kid man tat keeps following behind their backs :(
and at one point of the k box session i went for a small nap or slp!!
as i like to slp!! and went to rest a while!!
then don know who choose a song full of screams and shoutings!!
so loud somemore!! then i wake up!!
omg i think my pasttime fav band but now don really hear them!!
and veron and bao xuan was screaming their guts out??
so loud tat i cannot rest!! wake up with a slpy look!! :(
aiya just something like tat lah har!!
no people read one dc lah!!
don need so long one lah!! lazy and tired lah!! :)

2009-05-17T08:56:00.001+08:00

yay!! i wake up nothing to do!! :(
i end it off with 4 sentence bah!!
ok!! i am afriad tat tomorrow people will laugh at me sing!! :(
tat all bah let wait for tomorrow!!!

2009-05-16T13:46:00.002+08:00

ok!! just wat is tat hanging at the window!! heehee!! it is quite obvious har?
i was somehow free to wash it!! :)

did u guess correctly!! or still don know wat tat is!! nvm move on to the next pic and u will find out wat it is!!

finally it is out!! do u guess correctly? heehee!! bored lah nth better to do!! :)

ok after guessing game le!! it is so stupid game!! but who cares??

now let say something abt the time spent in the morning!!

i wake up open tv no show so sian!! then go wash this pooh!! took me 10 mins!! :(

after washing hang it up at diff places to take photo of it and when to cook maggie mee!!

:( still cook for my sis!! :(

then i find out something strange!! the pooh have dry!!

but lazy to take down yet so i just let it hang down there!!

tat is bah!! tell me when 18/5/2009 comes!! heehee!!

:) bye!!

2009-05-15T22:22:00.005+08:00

YAY!! the headline!! a head!! cool ehh!! it was from lynn wallet besind that pooh!!
it was so black!! like angry but can still smile as is like hei nian is meant for nian chou mah rite?
nvrm!! also don know wat happen!! but quite ok!! :) still can see the face!! not tat bad after all!! :)

this is don know wat word stack or watever it is call!!

is so lame!! but on the above pics u should know who i went out with le bah!! :(

went to meet 2 girls!! but don misunderstand!! help!! actually go kbox one but full!! haha!!

lucky too!! this is wat we do after playing around 1 hour of monopoly!! boring rite? but i won!! hahha!!

actually i don wan to put this name one!! but don know wat i thinking just now!! nvm!! ahh!! :(

ok now to the morning!!

ok i sick no more can?? happy? :(

ok bah!! ermm!!

today!! last day of studying free at last!!

heehee!! :)

today emath paper was quite easy but not enough time for me!! :(

i was so confident tat i can get the 6 marks for the last question but time don waits for me!!!

so sad!! just like this 6 marks fly!!

ok today was quite an unlucky day!!

early in the morning go school!! nothing happens!!

maybe get hit by some rain today!! and was sneezing the way through the paper!!

cannot focus at all!! the most angry part is that when ms neo count down!!

10 mins left-->i was at qns 17

6 mins left--> at qns 19

1 min left--> just finish qns 21 & start to read qns 22!!

i was so happy it was so easy!!
pls write ur last sentence tat time i just finish reading and start to write then

times up!! AHH!! 6 marks!! bye bye!! :(

ok to end off!!

now wat to write lehh!! basically today is over real soon!!

:) ok bah!! today was quite an boring day after all!! :(

this is boring har!! but who cares??

2009-05-11T09:33:00.002+08:00

ok!! let start off with a boring part of my life!!
ahh!! i am so sick yesterday!!
and yet nobody notive!! but nvm!!
:)
so much better after i woke up!!
but still not very good!!
so i end off here bah!! :)

2009-05-08T18:06:00.002+08:00

long time didnt online le!!
just to touch a while and gtg le!!
anyway still mid yr no choice!! don wan also must at least study a bit lah har!!
correct hor!!
nvrm abt tat not impt!!
so today ss paper!!
atrocious!! i didnt even understand the whole paper at all!!
so tough!! and i leave the seq untouched!! bye 25 marks!!
i won miss u nvm!! but only for ss!! :) heehee!!
i like give up totally man!! nvm bah!!
as my eng shuacks!! sure cannot go 5n no matter how hard i try!!
no eng good!!
:(
ok!! going to take a nap!! heehee!!
:)
tat all bah!!
yawns!!

2009-05-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

ok!! now is quite early in the day!!
need to slp le!! i make it very very short
tomorrow!! or in fact later!!
don forget to bring thermometer!!
it cost $5.20!! very ex!!
if not later force to buy!! the fierce guy!!
don mess with better!!
and it is also quite serious as swine flu
can be spread by people!!
impt!! cannot make urself get ill rite??
bring thermometer bah!! win-win situaltion!!
don get caught and prevention of swine flu!!
ok tat all for now i was rush to go bed!! bye!!

2009-04-29T20:54:00.002+08:00

hi all!!
wish u all good luck for all the mid yr paper!!
ok mid yr coming!! quite important but i don really care!!
btw i need to thanks juliana today!!
for lending me her calculator!!
but instead of returning and thanks her personally!! i ask someone else to help!!
ahh!! sry!! but tyvm!! :)
as tomorrow there is paper 1!! everyone remember to bring dictionary!! don forget!! :)
tat all bah!! bye!!

2009-04-25T19:07:00.003+08:00

ahh!! so boring!! hate weekends nowadays!!
no work no nothing not a single thing to keep me hyper!!
ahh!! keep staying at home rot!!
don know wat to do!!

hope it just work!! as i don know how to add a video!!
very sad!! if can it is just basically a joke!!
but it is conclude of cantonese and hokkien and some hakka!!
gl to the videos!! it sure takes long think cannot!! wateva bah!!

It just don work don know why!! and don know how to make it work!!

AND good luck for all for the coming mid-year examinations!!